Torstai takes over coins, look, have put into the pocket.
Just, have a passenger who has recognized this " porter " looking travel-stained by this lady It is Torstai, shout to lady loudly: "Madam, do you know who you have given lagress? Is he Lev? Torstai! "
"Ah! God! " What women scream stands up, " my place is dry! " She explains to Torstai eagerly: "Mr. Torstai! Mr. Torstai! See the child has God, please don't care! Please return the coin to me, how could I give you a tip, how uneasy it is! I do something like this. "
"Madam, what are you doing so excited? " Torstai say " what bad thing you make no also calm! This coin was earned by me, I must accept. "
The steam whistle is rung long that perplexed and alarmed and uneasy lady again, the train is started.
Torstai is smiling, follows the train with one's eyes and goes far, has continued his travel again.
Philosophic theory 041a¤ in life
In associate, can make sure, it misunderstands to be not only angry people paying attention to, injuring people of face of the other side instead with others, morality is noble.
Restraining one's own words and deeds for every day rationally, all of us can hear a lot of people talk glibly about freedom, seem what incomparable thing of honor is freedom; In fact, by the look of generalized current situation, freedom not honour and most revered and respected, it is only only a kind of attribute of the lower animal. Even one is greater, there are abilities again, can not be as free as fish either. He always does some things but leaves some things undone again at the same time; The fish can make a return journey freely, do at will. All countries in the world sum up an organic whole, it is not large as half of the ocean too; And all railways, vehicle in the world, no matter existing or will invent, not so freely nimble as fish's eel. Think a little you will find, the place that people are respected is the his restraining, but not free. Furtherly, even as far as lower animal are concerned. That is respected is the restraining of them too. The butterfly is far freer than the honeybee, but the honeybee is respected even more, because it is limited by in certain law suitable for honeybee's colony's order.
Look about the world, when and restrain these two kinds of abstract things in freedom, restrains and is usually respected even more. Certainly, as treating other things, you can not draw the last conclusion from the abstract concept definitely, because as regards the two,it if make the noble to choose,can peoples favourables owns happy; But if choose basely, will ruin the society. In the two, only restrain the characteristic that can represent the higher animal, make the low-grade animal evolve. Moreover, have the angel that the autobiography carried out God's mission while speaking, the insect working to the camp; From maintaining the planet of the equilibrium each other, to a grain of dust that is attracted by the earth's core, all creatures, strength and honor of all materials, all reflect obeying but not free. The fallen leaves under as to floating with the wind, the sun also has no freedom. The person formed by material is the same, on day when the freedom of person comes, when its extinction is moribund.

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Colourful basic education (1)
The basic course offered of U.S.A. is colourful. Courses such as literature, art, history, politics, economy,etc. occupy very great proportion. The basic education of U.S.A. not only pays attention to knowledge to click, pays attention to extensive involving the surface even more, make students have thinking ability synthesized and analyzed. Outstanding education, " a special one to grasp how much knowledge order, lie in them think way of issue most, lie in the way that they can conbine a lot of things together, lie in they can see the mode that people could not see in the past " (Languages of presidents of Harvard University Laurence and Summers ). Already potential with the competitiveness when this's bringing up the society in the future, and serious, rigorous, and the foundation of the talents of creative thinking ability.
Guide children and plan in the future, design life, does not mean being trained into the child to face " senior knowledge workers " with narrow employment, range of knowlege . On the contrary, should offer overall, broad rudimentary knowledge education to child, make preparation for their life, make them in the world with rapid change, establish in an unassailable position forever.
Former president Lu DengTing in Harvard University has said: "University education does not specially make preparation for students' employment, but should make preparation for students' life and further studying. One in future social with development potentiality and competitiveness student, must possess broad range of knowlege, professional knowledge, knowledge of cross discipline. "
University education does not even all specially make preparation for students' employment, let alone the middle and primary schools?
That kind " whether learn mathematics,physics and chemistry well, travel all over the world never fear " Idea under the guidance of education system that pay attention to it mathematics,physics and chemistry only,naturally the unable to train " at students with development potentiality and competitivenesses social at future " .
Contrary to this, the outstanding middle and primary schools of U.S.A. are in training students and possessing broad knowledge, have its one side that is worth drawing lessons from, that is: Pay attention to the education of extensive humanities.
If do some to study to the American high school, will find any high school will all offer course of a lot of humane respects. I once said with feeling the high school which the daughter belonged to could offer 217 courses for the students of 4 grades. Among them a lot of could not be imagined in the past by me, such as psychology, commercial law, sociology, economics, U.S. government,etc..
Later on, Harvard on the daughter, after I knew her out-and-out good friend Kate and Lin, just enable my having overall understanding richly and colorfully to basic education of middle and primary schools of U.S.A., this kind has reached the staggering stage richly and colorfully.
Half a year after the daughter enters the school, acted as the deputy manager of the shop of Harvard, the manager is a higher than she one, went to Ji Na of New York University law school later. Kate Lin than daughter high one, serve as totally by Harvard Harvard series guide book Let' s Go (" moved ") that student edit and publish at that time too Chinese fascicle Let' s Go China ( <>)Associate managing editor,successor 2003 edition editor-in-chief. This line of books are besides publishing one in every country, several large tourist city, several large travel areas and one for every one in the world to " walk ", publish books 63 altogether. Let' s Go publishing company and Harvard shop all belong to the group company " office of student in Harvard " totally run by the students in Harvard (Harvard Student Agencies, i.e. HSA) Under 10 piece company one of. Among them the turnover of one year of a company of Let' s Go is 6 million dollars alone. The company recruits 250 student's authors every year, after training of several months, each person pays remuneration of 5 000 dollars in advance, send to all parts of the world and collect the new materials during summer vacation, send the content written while travelling these 7 weeks to the editorial department, 70 editors of the school stayed process. This whole world only every of complete set, every year newer guide book of edition, it is the most salable economic guide book of the whole world. " the New York Times ",etc. all have very high appraisal on them. <>This page 864, the content is vivid, information is abundant, it is for referencial use that I come back home to hold it yet sometimes, among them much information is much more detailed than the travel book that is published in China.
Because they are all colleagues in the office HSA of the students in Harvard, know each other, become out-and-out good friend later, Kate Lin short biography in front of book forget until they three people until than American three angels in the film " Charlie's Angels " even. At that time, I very surprised Kate Lin with one American, why have the ability, act as Chinese editor-in-chief of guide book.
Later, the daughter told me, Kate and Lin has built up the Chinese lesson for a few years at the stage of the middle school, have been to China many times. What Harvard studied is to study in east Asia now, one will be gone to Peking University to study for one year next term.
She lives in New Hampshire state, in my fuzzy impression, New Hampshire state is a sparsely populated place, it is the beautiful land of happiness where the rich support parents too, not the place where a large number of Chinese immigrants live in concentrated communities at least. White man private school of person who live in groups draw Chinese course come unexpectedly, seem, have practical value of stub.
Went to check the census reports of people of New Hampshire state of 2000 specially later, I find that there are more than 15,000 Asian descendants in more than 737,000 people in the whole state altogether. Can imagine, certainly Chinese who uses Chinese is much more less even than this quantity.
They since than " Three angels "
Take doubt to check the school that Kate and Lin has studied in, make me surprised endlessly especially. Can see whom U.S.A. educate colourful, can have a taste of how outstanding medium-sized educational institution pay attention to foundation U.S.A. too from it - -Real basic education.
What Kate and Lin had is the quite famous school of Philips Exeter (Phillips Exeter Academy) . Like other American high schools, this is a high school of four -year system, grade nine is to grade 12. Look from 350 doors which the school opened in dizzying academic course (in addition, there are dozens of sports courses) ,I have had a taste of the understanding of foundation of U.S.A.'s education deeply again.
This school divides more than 400 courses into 16 disciplines putting into different categories, there are modern languages, classical language, English, history, religion, anthropology, psychology, economy, art, dance, drama, music, sports,etc.. " decent " "basic course " If the total quantity of mathematics, natural science and computer course can not only account for 25% of the curriculum. However, even course of mathematics,physics and chemistry, there is a surprising content. In 35 mathematics courses, until general geometirc algebra calculus in university of middle school until dispersed mathematics, changeable quantity differential equation, linear algebra and often differential equation,etc. high grade's course of university, fill with everything. Besides chemistry, physics, there is course of the university of studying etc. in subject of natural science. No matter mathematics,physics and chemistry or people literature course of department, have, higher than national university unified examination high grade's course of university of course.

Chapter 13 Maple leaf and feather (1)
The tough wood in the lane of the previous storehouse has waved a won ton stand on citizen's square, and concurrently sells the beef noodle, because the interest is good, the business is good. Small book whom deal make hard-earned money, old wood want square stay get large clocks a bit in citizen every day, storehouse lane before then pushing away alone the won ton stand goes back. Wife of her help in the past every night, but since there are children, the wife stayed indoor in the evening, in this way, always wooden burden is a bit heavier.
Old wood actually old, full 30 after the Spring Festival, but he long-term to expose to the weather outside, a face uneducated person, so, the people who know him all call him old wood.
When this over ten o'clock at night on day, the old wood thinks the head faints a bit, but he does not take it seriously. Insist on it until half a that time twelve, the head sinks more and more, he stretches and strokes the forehead, feel more hot than usual.
Because of having a fever, so old the wood accepts the stand for half an hour earlier than usual on.
He pushes the storehouse lane before the bike probably takes 40 minutes to get back to. The lane of the previous storehouse is in the old town of Haicheng City too, the nearby one-storey house is built in a mess, throw off balance. The old wood thinks that there are asthmas while just entering the lane mouth, still emit the cold sweat on one's body, he stops the car, plan to release a cigarette to have a rest, then one share insists on getting home angrily.
Light a cigarette that time in him, heard several sharp noises suddenly, as if someone was chirping and sending the fireworks. Then, burst forth a dozen pieces of fireworks over the lane of the previous storehouse, colourful color dyes half the sky red.
The old wood faced upward the head looked for quite a while, until the sky becomes quiet again, he did not talk in whispers in a low voice discontentedly. Wonder this is who is going crazy, setting off the fireworks at dead of night.
But this with thing that him does not matter eventually, so he smoke, push train go forward quickly behind the cigarette.
This evening day, it live with woods old together in before storehouse the village old men of lane begin insomnia of again.
The people in the lane of the previous storehouse all say, the old man in the village passes and has in old age moister than when being young, three sons of ones that bring arduously up are all very high-minded now, the eldest has acted the official, the second has earned the money, the young son most not good bought lottery tickets more than 200,000 while returning half a year ago. A rare one three son filial piety all these, they fine oneself buy house, move, go out, live in many years ago, brother three is striving to connect one's own family the old man in the village to try the filial devotion best.
Village old man lifetime this difficult, spouse die early, he work as father work as mother also, boil holding up one's head at long last this time. But just old man's temper in this village is stubborn, still stubborn, he go to the spacious and bright bridal chamber of home to live for one week respectively in turn, in the old house of the storehouse lane before shouldering the bedding one also, answering by oneself.
The old man in the village says older, can dip in some ground vapour, though the house of son's home is good, but dangerous in the air, he can not sleep steady and surely. Three son make he ideological work by turns, but he iron feel relieved, want, live in on the old house alone, it is useless for someone to try to persuade.
The old house is still the old house, but it has been already very different with before now. Three sons provide funds and rebuild mounting together, the electric apparatus that there should be is all added, having also employed a small nurse for my father, the monthly pocket money can not be used up. The person in the lane of the previous storehouse has said again this time, the old man in the village is even laughing secretly to estimate while dreaming of.
The old man in the village thinks of the words this night, can't help signing long. Having had a good time in life, but his health is worse and worse day by day, various senile diseases are bored to him together, by at midnight, one feel difficult smoothly to want to sleep. Some questions have happened too in and his prostate, one will arise for several nights late.
Now heart, old man of village, burden very serious, he afraid of which day sleep in the past waking up again really oneself.
He tosses about and tosses about blindly less than going to bed at nine o'clock this night on day, time know how long does it pass by, dim to for sleepiness, suddenly hear " Guang Lang " One sound, take pains sleepiness that come to collect together, like frightened fish kind, flicker the whole no.
Heart, old man of village, that piece getting angry, want, climb stand up two throats shout towards rear window, really.
The window where the rear window faces another household, even if this old house is rebuilt and mounted, whether sound insulation result or difference. That " Guang Lang " Perhaps the sound is not big, but at dead of night, it falls in a insomnia old man's ears, almost follow a shell.
This side of the old man in the village is sulky, open and have in mind and lie in the darkness for quite a while, there is urine purpose gradually, stand up and wrap garments to the outside to go to the lavatory. The previous storehouse household of lane want, can only go public lavatory of outside while being convenient, it bother, run outside really late sometimes, the men will look for some secluded places to solve nearby, and the woman puts the special-purpose container of the family to use. Old man's home of the village goes out 20 meters and has a toilet, he goes out, it is angry to want to breathe.
Come out from the toilet, he sees a shirt puts up the bareheaded young man on the shoulder, shaking in a door never at a distance of arm out. The old man in the village is interested in the shaven head of those young man very, the also aslant head has had a look when he passed by oneself. The old man in the village only concludes the head that the razor blows the light must glitter.
He remind a policeman the night afterwards, the policeman draws out a photo from the pocket later on. The person on the photo lies on one's back and lies on the ground, eyes are still opened, there is large a stand of blood well under the body.
Village old man recognize person this he bareheaded young man that catch at the toilet evening then at one glance.
"Has already found out now, the youth of that shaven head shouts two expensive, the people of township of new dam of Guanyun county. By before storehouse the village old men of the lanes verify,he is abating be there by cotton house that rents light once that night. The small cotton is that that is made to the dead of the young lady in one pair of dragon's Ginza amusement cities of the way. Examined through the corpse, the small cotton was valued for two being killed at the same night, just died in different places, and, because the small cotton died in one's own house, she did not have anything that came and went with the neighbour around at ordinary times, so after two days, we pry open her door, just find she has already died. "
Fluffy teahouse in it, song Qin tell Ma Nan the details of the case in a low voice. It is exactly over three o'clock in the afternoon at this time, nearly have no guests in the teahouse, so it is not afraid of being eavesdropped either speaking.
Actually the public security bureau had a sense of discipline, the criminal case not tracked down, can't reveal news to external world. But the horse the south obviously different, a chain of homicides of captain, specially report in office, propose asking Ma Nan to run the person who checks association, assist the criminal investigation team to solve a case. After leader studies the round, do not think the murderers of a chain of homicides are that kind of desperado with reckless courage definitely, he has quite high intelligence and tracks down ability instead, moreover, in the clue left live each time, include extremely important information. These comrades of the criminal investigation team, though are all experts in solving a case, but for decoding the clue that the murderer leaves, obviously feel inadequate, and Ma Nan's knowledge and careful logic of deducing, happen to remedy the deficiencies in this respect of team members of criminal investigation.

January 1. One yuan replies beginning, everything looks fresh and gay. Advance notice say goodbye to, pass by, meet future, predict Yang fine to march toward another milestone for life too.
Before today, she was spoilt the daughter doting on under mother's knee, can be thought independently, Yang Qing who can make the decision for oneself; After today, she will be for the women of people, Yang Qing whose daughters-in-law of people are wives of people, mothers of people, can no longer only consider one's own feeling selfishly, or make the decision for oneself wilfully and arbitrarily. She will love her husband and his family, everything, all with the interests of the family in order to have priority, and is no longer oneself.
Yang Qing's wedding is held in a five-star hotel in Beijing. What Wei and others did not find the thick resources really up to the mark No. 32 until today. The parents of king's big roc were all successful business people originally, father still had a little influence in political circles, it is the only son whom they always need on the 32nd, so the wedding is made arrangements for extremely grandly naturally, having invited many guests, among them there are distinguished personages of policy trader that often see in the end of the newspaper.
Wei He see, bend over, assist fine mother Yang in sit, enter, preside of a wedding ceremony people's seat meticulously 32, still help her to put the walking stick by the chair at arm's length showing consideration for, has not disliked and avoided this old woman who is still taking the dense local colour at all. He WeiXin thinks, if let her choose, she may be be never interested in the 32nd, he have shake fly upward handsome, have Great Britain of Liu Kai tall and graceful and bright, even alert humorous Que Ru who all paid of the major part. Walk among the crowds, you are very apt to neglect him, miss him, but once get along with him, but find that contains so intact soul under such ordinary appearance.
What Wei had believing all the time in the past she had an opportunity to choose or meet the best happiness most between 3 girls, but see the happiness which Yang Qing under her brilliant rays has today, except glad for her from the bottom of heart, can't help examining it in apparent and passing years too, have lost the beautiful and happy chance by mistake because it is counted on that self-important by oneself?
It is so beautiful as to make people unable to watch intently that Yang Qing's bride dresses up. All of her wedding gauze kerchief, toasting full dresses, making up and hairdo of the same day, are all that Yan's mother dominated in the wedding gauze kerchief chain store of Beijing. The design of the wedding gauze kerchief is very simple, there are no overly heavy and complicated some changes and decorate, just with one layer of lace with exquisite texture, demonstrate bride's grade is noble and magnificent. In addition, because Yang fine and tall, both legs slender, so designer choose high waist cut out specially too and waist hang down ribbon bow that weigh down, her advantage comes out perfectly.
As for fine right curly hairdo Yang. Because she was as early as more than two months ago the hair-dressing institute maintained the hair on being fixed hardworkingly, so the same day such as wedding, Yan mother fluffy curly hair bunch blow gently with crystal hair decorations in back slightly her just, let, glitter natural gloss beautiful to take place, hang down, at shoulder, set off lace white yarn, ear and crystal of neck that head wrap get into the decorations naturally, it is so sweet that one of picture bring early morning pale perfume lily of the dewdrop still to be pure.
As the wedding march that the band plays sounds melodiously, also the arm of father's major part also like the brother is being curved that Yang Qing is holding, in sew full and getting pink among the rose air of fragrance of flowers slowly walk for red carpet, wait and meet him in one of that's end of the carpet for the 32nd for wife of the true love the most of this life, suffused with the tears in the eye socket excitedly. According to follow in warm and fine bridesmaid He Wei behind the major part Yang swearing afterwards, sends and begins from Yang is fine to present it that second on red carpet, the sight for the 32nd has not left his bride again.
He Wei is certainly another dazzling star beautiful on the same day, she knows too that there are a lot of eyes admired under the platform very much in adoration, but heart of her except that happy for good friend and proud of, have no time, have no intention of, take into account everybody that she right away accustomed to from childhood watch sight attentively too at all. Because at this moment, she another good friend sad, for being because her own cause is not having good friend who enjoys white wedding that girls should have sorry and sad.
Ask 32 until Yang fine to raise gauze kerchief worn on a woman's head, wear ring, and kiss her, as master of ceremonies to preside over wedding, He Wei has looked at Yan in front of the platform at one glance stealthily, she saw Yan applauding with a smile, face backfall two lines of tears.
He Wei is almost unable to control oneself and does not cry bitterly out on the spot, she understands into the heart! In the past when three people lived in the dormitory together, while describing the scene that oneself would get married in the future each time, Yan has always woven the picture most beautiful: She wants to put on the French palace type wedding gauze kerchief; Wear the jasmine garland on the long hair of jet-black scarf; She should paved with the path of the altar the white rose; Ask the violinist to play out the music that they pledge love live Dream of young girl these to can in order to up to, but nowadays " grab " originally Good friend boyfriend disappear in a flash.
After the wedding, He Wei is accompanying fine mother Yang to go home with Yan. After being settled the elder person, He Wei sends Yan back to hotels.
Chapter 16 (2)
Get back to road of hotel from fine house Yang, Wei with Yan He because tired to want, speak exhaustedly one day. When the car will transfer to and enter the crossroad in front of hotels soon, just the opening is said in Yan: "Ticket I to go Baotou buy already, lead child go back, see she grandfather and grandmother the day after tomorrow! "

1 of 5
What Wei is unable to go to U.S.A. to study, and then it is very painful to shake in that one. In order to raise He Wei's tuition, besides living frugally, he also works as a temporary labourer in two Chinese restaurants separately, actually grit one's teeth and make money in early morning, night except working in the strenuous laboratory. What Wei loves still holds a gleam of hope, and then shake the telephone that mother made until receiving some day at first.
"Wei Wei, shall we go to U.S.A.? You uncle make a telephone call to U.S.A. give and then shake, classmate of dormitory say we side shake, come back home to sleep no several days that day, working day and night, has already become skinny thinly. Wei Wei, we will not go, OK? The auntie decides for you, he can never let down you! "
And then mother that shake cry out of breath on the phone, what Wei here for a long time choke with sobs. She understands in the heart instantly, the thought which she must put down completely for the old man, for he of the true love, even if is just not all right in the dream.
2 of 5
Float down first fallen leaf, in Beijing, Wei and Qing Yang He learn, grow up introduction of hair through high they one, some very fresh private mental clinics worked after entering at that time yet. Clinic scale big, except schoolmate, get clinical psychological director of doctorate from U.S.A. of them too, three psychological therapists of major part, Yang Qing, He Wei, and another front desk and concurrently the accountant's girl.
In that very open time of local trait, " sick in the heart " It is a relative thing that avoids mentioning, it is not high to combine with the degree of attention to psychotherapy of large-scale general hospital, make this job of psychologist take mysterious and fashionable color. He Wei and Yang Qing devote oneself to work, settle down and get on with one's work in the working atmosphere guided and supported and made joyful with kind major part.
Side shake, until where under whom Wei try every possible way to persuade persuade, quit, study restaurant job attentively finally, it plan graduate it find after jobs good, where Wei scene take over.
3 of 5
And then shake after getting two years of U.S.A. ago, get the scholarship that the doctor studies, in original school, must leave west bank get east New York of bank only, just only less than the drive of an hour from the school of Yan.
Yan is given and then shake that evening giving a dinner in a beautiful cafe of New York, He Wei differentiated through video-information and they have spoken the telephone. Watch look of them morely in computer, she can feel, publish Yan ripe beauty day by day. Yan still one jet-black scarf long hair the same day, bright getting yellow detailed shoulder harness western-style clothes set off sex move people very much she malt skin and plump breast of color. Must yield to computer scene narrow and small video-information range, shake and Yan afford to stick to head head nearly, when He Wei sees her facing upward the head each time laughing, the pitch-black black hair has been stroked on the face which the side has shaken constantly.
Wei He feel space-time separated by, though two hearts still near hard clearly, but frequency and amplitude of beating lack proper care gradually because there is not the same emotion. Wei He can't imagine life of U.S.A., unable to go culture to touch U.S.A. with Chinese heart; Similarly, and then it is unable to shake by leaving home the alien's heart experiences the fast-developing change of motherland and following pressure.
However, they two place the other side on the most important position in the heart. The person who refuses several pieces of pursuit with favourable conditions of He Wei, her heart is like the stagnant water, only wait for that to show the good people of the love lights on the dormitory floor wholeheartedly.
4 of 5
What Wei perceive, appear originally and then change that shake, think strenuous doctor experiment research and thesis writing just, occupy and then attention and time that shake. As to his fewer and fewer telephones and mails, she is not angry, do not suspect either, because she knows very well that one is under the dormitory, the single knee falls on knees, shouts her man earth-shakenly, only just lay one's heart bear with her. Besides, she has Yan to help to look at him there.
Until one day, the sea after Yang Qing takes her to after coming off duty, is close to a mini-bar on the lakeside on the market of lotus, Yang Qing catches her hands tightly, has announced this news of death.
"And then shaken and stayed with Yan. " Yang is fine come straight to the point, there aren't even a sentence of mild and indirect words. Wei He seem, remember mini-bar show ' Dear John ' that hand sang, folk song of American, a certain at that time.
"What? "
"And then shaken and stayed with Yan. "
Yang Qing speaks out three times, He WeiCai totally understands. She has not cried, just pushes the chair open and starts running away at once, runs to the town quickly along Ping'an Street. Qing Yang with behind, until where after Wei shoes shed servant fall on the ground, Yang Qing holds she trembling all over and breaks out crying.
Chapter five (2)
He Wei has not cried, is just saying constantly: "I want to buy tickets. "
Fully four days of lethargy at home for He Wei, saw this just deep sorrow of Papa and Mama by the bed cried out after waking up. And then the parents shaking come from the native place far, it is apologetic how simple and honest workers did not know to express heart, drop down tears as thin son one compliment to the limit of good fortune constantly just.
What Wei resume go to work, stop talking, propose again and then shake and name of Yan, she know they both make telephone many times separately, shake, ask Qing Yang pass on a letter to her also, but she is totally unable to hear or see their name again, that letter is locked in the drawer firmly by her.